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The Ascetic and the Profane: Paul Schrader's Cinematic Theology of Guilt and Grace

Paul Schrader's Cinematic Theology

The Ascetic and the Profane: Paul Schrader's Cinematic Theology of Guilt and Grace


I. The Immanent World of West Michigan: A Calvinist Foundation

The cinematic worldview of **Paul Joseph Schrader**, one of American cinema’s most enduring screenwriters and directors, is fundamentally inseparable from his strict upbringing in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Schrader's formative years were spent within the highly circumscribed culture of the **Dutch Christian Reformed Church (CRC)**, a context that imposed a totalizing ideological framework onto daily life and later provided the theological and philosophical structure for his enduring cinematic concerns: **isolation, guilt, and the mystery of grace**.

A. Grand Rapids: The Dutch Calvinist "Stomping Ground"

Paul Schrader was born in **Grand Rapids, Michigan**, on July 22, 1946. This region of West Michigan was, and largely remains, the epicenter of Dutch Calvinist life in America, described as the "stomping ground" for the religious subculture. The historical roots of this community trace back to 1846, when Dutch settlers fled religious persecution, establishing colonies and denominations based on rigorous Calvinist values. The CRC, founded in 1857 after a secession motivated by a desire for greater doctrinal purity and stricter church discipline, defined the social landscape of Schrader’s youth.

The worldview Schrader inherited was not one of mere Sunday observance, but a comprehensive moral jurisdiction. CRC adherents were instilled with the principle, echoing the theologian **Abraham Kuyper**, that God demands "every square inch" of creation. This ideology dictated that the spiritual territory extended beyond the body and soul to encompass every aspect of existence, creating an environment of perpetual moral scrutiny. This totalizing concept of an inescapable divine presence would later manifest in Schrader’s cinema as the haunting, pervasive guilt that torments his protagonists, who often find themselves trapped within self-imposed or societal prisons from which there is no rational escape.

B. The Pious Restriction and the Intellectual Shock

The piety of Schrader’s parents was expressed through the strict prohibition of "worldly amusements," including movies. This defining biographical fact meant that Schrader did not see his first motion picture until the exceptionally late age of **17 or 18**.

This delayed exposure to cinema proved to be a critical aesthetic catalyst. Unlike many directors whose careers are driven by an adolescent, emotional attachment to the "magic of cinema," Schrader approached film from a purely cerebral and intellectual starting point. The lack of youthful emotional entanglement allowed him to view film as a theoretical system and a philosophical problem set, focusing on structure and form rather than conventional narrative pleasure. This explains the highly rigorous, often intellectualized style of his later directorial work, which critics have occasionally described as "too intellectual and calculating to the detriment of emotion".

C. Theological Rigor: The Existential Burden of TULIP

The theological concepts Schrader absorbed in Grand Rapids provide the structural foundation for his thematic preoccupations. **Calvinism** is rooted in two key ideas: the supreme power and authority of God, and the fundamental weakness and depravity of human beings. This culminates in the doctrine of **Predestination**, which asserts that salvation is based purely on God's arbitrary, unearned choice, not on any human work or moral effort.

This framework, often summarized by the acronym **TULIP**, directly informs the existential crisis of Schrader’s characters. **Total Depravity**, the 'T,' posits the inherent inability of humanity to initiate moral good or earn salvation. Consequently, Schrader's protagonists—such as the perpetually raging Jake LaMotta or the self-destructive Travis Bickle—are depicted as existing in a cycle of sin and violence, incapable of resolving their own moral dilemma through self-improvement or social contribution. Their ultimate fate, and the potential for redemption, is entirely external to their actions, necessitating an arbitrary, external intervention of grace. This theological concept is explicitly referenced in Schrader's work, such as in the 1979 film *Hardcore*, where the protagonist explains the TULIP doctrine to a friend.


II. The Intellectual Escape: From Calvin College to Transcendental Style

Schrader’s formal education illustrates his move from studying traditional divine texts to systematizing secular imagery, applying the rigor of Calvinist philosophy to the aesthetic critique of film.

A. The Shift from Ministry to Critique

Schrader began his post-secondary education at **Calvin College**, where he earned a Bachelor of Arts degree in Philosophy and Theology around 1968. He initially harbored plans to pursue a career in ministry. However, the cultural and academic tumult of the late 1960s began to challenge his inherited beliefs. The critical turning point came when he met the influential film critic **Pauline Kael**. Kael is credited with persuading him to abandon the ministry path, famously telling the seminarian, "You don't wanna be a minister, you wanna be a film critic!".

Kael was instrumental in directing him toward the UCLA Film School Graduate program, where he earned his M.A., and in securing him early positions as a film critic for publications like the *Los Angeles Free Press* and *Cinema* magazine. This transition was less an abandonment of his intellectual heritage and more a methodological translation; Schrader applied his systematic, theological training to film analysis, becoming a film critic who analyzed images with the gravitas of a spiritual scholar.

B. Transcendental Style in Film: An Aesthetic Manifesto

In 1972, Schrader published his seminal monograph, ***Transcendental Style in Film: Ozu, Bresson, Dreyer***. This text is not merely film criticism; it is an aesthetic manifesto that provides the conceptual blueprint for Schrader’s directorial approach. The book examines the formal similarities in the work of three geographically and culturally diverse auteurs—**Yasujirō Ozu** (Japan), **Robert Bresson** (France), and **Carl Theodor Dreyer** (Denmark)—all of whom utilized an austere, anti-expressive style.

The core concept of the **Transcendental Style** is that it attempts to "maximize the mystery of existence" by intentionally excluding conventional interpretations of reality, such as realism, psychologism, or rationalism. The goal is to induce a state of contemplation, sometimes referred to as "**Mandala**" or "meditation cinema". The style achieves this through formal characteristics like "meditative lingering, sparseness of setting and lack of human expression," employing restrained performance and austere camerawork.

This rigorous form, which he calls "**stasis**", forces the spectator to move beyond narrative causality and psychological motivation, encouraging them to experience contemplation and the transcendent. By eschewing the immanent world of realistic detail and psychological drama, Schrader sought to uncover **secular hierophanies**—expressions of the sacred within the cinematic form itself. This intellectual foundation directly shaped his subsequent career, justifying his focused approach to filmmaking as a means of eliciting the spiritual through severe artistic discipline.


III. The Brotherhood and the Breakthrough: Leonard Schrader and the Screenwriting Pivot

Paul Schrader’s entry into screenwriting was fundamentally facilitated by his older brother, **Leonard Schrader**, creating a synergy between Paul’s theoretical approach and Leonard’s raw, pulp-oriented subject matter.

A. Leonard’s Academic and Cultural Journey

Leonard Schrader (1943–2006) also grew up in the conservative Calvinistic household of Grand Rapids and attended Calvin College, graduating around 1965. Unlike Paul, Leonard pursued a path in traditional literature, earning an MFA degree from the prestigious University of Iowa’s Writer’s Workshop in 1968, studying with renowned writers such as Kurt Vonnegut and Jorge Luis Borges. In the late 1960s, seeking to avoid military service during the Vietnam War, Leonard relocated to Japan, where he taught American Literature at institutions like Doshisa University and Tokyo University.

While in Kyoto, Leonard immersed himself in the local criminal underworld, penetrating the subculture of the Yamaguchi-gumi, the dominant **Yakuza** gangster Family. This experience provided him with detailed, authentic material crucial for his own writing.

B. The Collaboration that Launched a Career

The brothers’ shared journey converged in the early 1970s. Paul, who was working as a film critic and had just written the screenplay for *Taxi Driver*, was experiencing personal isolation. Leonard, who had also suffered loss, reached out with a detailed, long letter discussing the themes, stars, and plotlines of Toei's Yakuza films. Paul responded, and the two met in Los Angeles to co-write the screenplay **The Yakuza**.

This collaboration proved transformative. The *Yakuza* script became the subject of a major bidding war in Hollywood, ultimately selling for the extraordinarily high sum of **$325,000 in 1974**, establishing Paul Schrader as one of the highest-paid screenwriters in the industry and allowing him to fully transition from theorist to creator. The partnership continued with Paul’s directorial debut, the acclaimed labor drama *Blue Collar* (1978), which they also co-wrote.

The synthesis of their talents—Leonard providing the visceral, detail-rich narrative base of the criminal/subculture world, and Paul imposing a rigorous, structural, and philosophical lens—established the core aesthetic tension in Schrader’s career: finding existential gravity and transcendent themes within gritty, pulpy genre material.


IV. The Architecture of Anxiety: The Lonely Man Archetype in Screenwriting

Schrader’s primary thematic contribution to cinema is his exploration of the "**man in a room**" archetype, driven by profound isolation and guilt and often culminating in acts of violence or dubious self-redemption. His most influential work in this area occurred through his screenwriting collaborations with director **Martin Scorsese**.

A. The Screenwriting Methodology: Metaphor into Auteurism

Schrader’s screenwriting methodology is rooted in an intellectual process: he identifies a dominant, intense personal emotion (such as loneliness or trauma) ruling his life and then seeks a metaphorical dramatic framework—a "stand in"—to express it, rather than seeking a comparative likeness.

The classic example is the genesis of ***Taxi Driver*** (1976). Written while Schrader was experiencing intense feelings of loneliness and isolation, the screenplay converted this anguish into the metaphor of **Travis Bickle**, the nocturnal New York cab driver. The cab itself served as the physical representation of the character's closed-off feeling from the world. This approach ensured that the ensuing narrative focused not on mere social pathology but on an inherent, "existential kind of rage".

Schrader’s scripts frequently feature these "man in a room" stories, charting the trajectory of isolated, flawed men confronting existential crises, often articulating their inner turmoil through diarization. The room, or the cell, becomes a physical space mirroring their spiritual confinement.

B. Case Studies in Catholic/Protestant Collaboration

The unique power of Schrader’s early screenplays derived from his partnership with director Martin Scorsese. While Schrader came from a strict, rural Protestant background, and Scorsese from an urban, Catholic one, they shared "essentially the same moral background" of "**closed-society Christian morality**". This dynamic collaboration resulted in films that grapple explicitly with sin, penance, and the violent longing for redemption.

  • ***Taxi Driver*** (1976): This film introduced the quintessential "**God's Lonely Man**". Travis Bickle, played by **Robert De Niro**, is an alienated Vietnam veteran desperate for connection and seeking a "cathartic redemption" by transforming himself into an "avenging angel". Scorsese himself noted that Travis’s direction represented "the power of the spirit on the wrong road". The film’s success brought significant attention to Schrader's work.
  • ***Raging Bull*** (1980): Schrader later collaborated with Scorsese on *Raging Bull* (co-written with Mardik Martin), about the self-destructive boxer **Jake LaMotta**. LaMotta's obsession with self-punishment and inability to accept grace is a secularized manifestation of the Calvinist concept of Total Depravity, in which man is inherently incapable of achieving moral peace.

The collaboration continued with *The Last Temptation of Christ* (1988) and *Bringing Out the Dead* (1999).

The films Schrader wrote often possessed a visceral, expressive intensity reflective of Scorsese’s highly kinetic style, creating a deliberate schism between Schrader's theoretical preference for austere restraint and his practical deployment of explosive thematic material.


V. Translating Theology to Form: Schrader’s Directorial Auteurism

When Schrader moved behind the camera, starting with *Blue Collar* (1978), he began to apply the formal disciplines defined in his critical work, leading to a directorial style that is more contemplative and restrained than his famous screenplays.

A. Directorial Aesthetics: Cerebral, Not Visceral

Schrader’s directorial approach, influenced by his intellectual entry into film, is often sparse and restrained, prioritizing structure and theme over entertainment value. He utilizes a spare formal style, including austere camerawork, which channels the influence of Ozu, Bresson, and Dreyer. This insistence on challenging the viewer, forcing them into an active, analytical role, aligns with his theoretical belief that form dictates the viewer's spiritual experience.

His directorial debut, ***Blue Collar*** (1978), co-written with Leonard Schrader, was praised as a "stunning debut" for its honest, despairing vision of working-class exploitation and anti-union efforts.

B. The Confrontation of Upbringing: Hardcore

Schrader’s 1979 film, ***Hardcore***, represents a direct dramatization of the central tension in his biography: the collision between strict Calvinism and the profane world of sin. The film follows **Jake VanDorn (George C. Scott)**, a deeply pious Midwestern furniture executive searching for his runaway daughter, who has supposedly entered the Los Angeles pornography industry.

The narrative confrontation is explicit: VanDorn is a man governed by the doctrinal certainty of his faith, thrust into a world where moral certainties dissolve. The film goes so far as to include a scene where VanDorn describes the TULIP doctrine. Critically, the film suggests that there is little moral distinction between the severe "hardcore" faith of the protagonist and the "hardcore pornographic lifestyle" he encounters. This is interpreted as a profound, cynical outgrowth of Schrader’s Calvinism: if Unconditional Election (God’s arbitrary choice for salvation) is true, then the diligent moral efforts of the pious man are ultimately no more efficacious than the self-destruction of the sinner. Both are leveled by divine sovereignty, trapped in a world of inherent depravity.

C. The Cell of the Soul: The Man in the Room

In Schrader's directed works, the solitary space occupied by the protagonist is often more than just a room; it functions as a spiritual "**cell**". This cell represents a prison of social and spiritual isolation where the character sinks into alienation and often radicalization, retreating from the world to record their obsessions in a diary. Films like *American Gigolo* (1980) and *Light Sleeper* (1992)—which Schrader described as his "most personal" film —are built around this structure, charting the trajectory of men who inhabit the margins of society and strive for individual distinction while wrestling with professional and existential guilt.

This cinematic structure imposes the contemplative stasis demanded by the transcendental style. The audience is forced to observe the prolonged suffering and penance within the solitary cell before the protagonist executes a decisive, often violent, action.


VI. Crisis, Culpability, and Contemplation: The Late Trilogy (2017–Present)

Schrader’s late career has been marked by a resurgence, characterized by a loose trilogy of films—***First Reformed*** (2017), ***The Card Counter*** (2021), and ***Master Gardener*** (2022)—that synthesize his theoretical rigor with his deep-seated thematic obsessions regarding guilt, redemption, and transformation.

A. Defining the Trilogy of Fallen Men

The protagonists of the trilogy are misfits undergoing crises of faith and soul-shaking transformations. They are isolated, troubled men confronting deep personal culpability, but the scope of their guilt has broadened beyond internalized sin to encompass complicity in large-scale societal or institutional failures. This shift reflects a widening of the Calvinist concept of human depravity, where the solitary man is inevitably tainted by the corporate sin of the "fallen world".

  • ***First Reformed*** (2017): This film explicitly engages with the Bressonian transcendental style. **Reverend Toller (Ethan Hawke)**, a minister in West Michigan, grapples with personal anguish over his son’s death and an overwhelming existential despair concerning environmental destruction and corporate culpability for climate change. He prepares for an act of violent retribution—a suicide vest bombing—demonstrating how radicalization can emerge from spiritual isolation.
  • ***The Card Counter*** (2021): The protagonist, **William Tell (Oscar Isaac)**, is a slippery professional gambler and former Abu Ghraib torturer. His highly regimented, antiseptic lifestyle of drifting from casino to casino is an act of penance for his past crimes committed on behalf of the state. He carries the burden of "collective American moral ruin", seeking a cathartic release through retribution against his former commanding officer.
  • ***Master Gardener*** (2022): **Narvel Roth (Joel Edgerton)** is a former white supremacist and drug addict in a witness protection program, attempting to achieve transformation through the spiritual discipline of horticulture. His profession as a master gardener is described as embodying a "belief in the future that things will happen as according to plan," contrasting his hateful past with a hopeful, disciplined present. The film focuses on whether human beings can genuinely change, proposing that like a plant turning to the sun, change is possible through external motivation and grace.

B. Case Studies in Cinematic Form and Theme

Film Title (Year) Role Protagonist Schrader's Aesthetic Focus Thematic Resolution
*Taxi Driver* (1976) Screenwriter Travis Bickle (Vietnam Vet/Cabbie) Expressive/Psychological (Scorsese's kinetic vision) Ambiguous, violent stasis; unearned societal acceptance.
*Hardcore* (1979) Writer/Director Jake VanDorn (Pious Businessman) Cerebral/Observational; direct confrontation of Calvinist background. Violent recovery; return to moral ambiguity.
*Light Sleeper* (1992) Writer/Director LeTour (Drug Dealer) Austere/Contemplative (Transcendental Style principles) Imprisonment; grace achieved through external connection (The recurring motif).
*First Reformed* (2017) Writer/Director Reverend Toller (Minister) Austere/Meditative (Mandala Cinema); visual adherence to Bresson. Ambiguous transcendental climax; acceptance of grace.

VII. Cinematic Stasis and the Final Gesture of Grace

Schrader’s most potent thematic signature—the definitive articulation of his theological concerns—is the recurring closing tableau known as the "**imprisoned man**" motif. This ending structure is a literalized depiction of the **Calvinist paradox**: the man, having failed in his attempt at self-redemption through violence or control, is left in a state of simultaneous condemnation and potential salvation.

A. The Recurring Tableau: Imprisonment and Hope

The final scene, repeated precisely in *American Gigolo* (1980), *Light Sleeper* (1992), and *The Card Counter* (2021), features an antihero confined—physically in a prison cell or symbolically in a state of moral stasis—who is visited by a woman. This woman consistently represents "**some sort of escape, some sort of hope**" or "**divine redemption**".

The protagonist's confinement, often following an act of "dubiously redemptive violence", signifies the failure of human effort (works) to achieve spiritual freedom. He is a prisoner, "trapped by the consequences of his own mistakes," embodying the doctrine of Total Depravity. The arrival of the woman is the **unearned intervention**.

B. The Symbolic Progression of Unconditional Election

The sequence of these endings demonstrates Schrader’s deepening commitment to articulating the theological concept of **Unconditional Grace**.

Film Title (Year) Protagonist's Crime / Confinement Redeeming Figure (Grace) Visual Gesture / Act of Transcendence Theological Implication
*American Gigolo* (1980) Imprisonment (framed for murder) Michelle (Lauren Hutton) Protagonist leans forehead against the glass. A tentative, human effort to receive grace through romantic connection.
*Light Sleeper* (1992) Imprisonment (retributive violence) Ann (Susan Sarandon) Freeze-frame kiss across the table divider. Grace arrests the narrative flow (stasis) and suggests momentary, saving love.
*The Card Counter* (2021) Imprisonment (consummating, redemptive violence) La Linda (Tiffany Haddish) Fingers meet through the glass in an "echo of Michelangelo". Explicit statement of Unconditional Election: fallen humanity (Adam) receives divine, unearned grace (God).

In *American Gigolo*, Richard Gere leans his forehead toward the glass. In *Light Sleeper*, Willem Dafoe reaches out and draws Susan Sarandon's fingers toward his mouth in a kiss that becomes a freeze-frame. In *The Card Counter*, Schrader provides the "**skeleton key**" to the recurring image. William Tell and La Linda "skip the talking and go straight to reaching for each other," pressing single fingers against the glass divider. This final visual is a "**near-perfect echo**" of the iconic moment on the Sistine Chapel ceiling where God reaches out to Adam.

This explicit biblical reference confirms that the woman stands as a symbol of divine love that "won’t give up on him". The protagonist exists in a quantum space—simultaneously condemned and free, sinner and saint—awaiting the external, arbitrary gift of grace. Schrader’s entire body of work, from the strict Calvinist home in Grand Rapids to the austere cinematic visions of his late career, is dedicated to charting the psychological consequences of total depravity and the sudden, often violent, intervention of unearned grace.


VIII. Conclusion

Paul Schrader’s career trajectory is a remarkable case study in how severe cultural restriction can fuel profound intellectual development and artistic innovation. His strict Dutch Calvinist upbringing in Grand Rapids, Michigan, imposed a moral and existential anxiety that he systematically translated into a cinematic language. The prohibition on movies led him to approach film cerebrally, resulting in the groundbreaking theory of the **Transcendental Style in Film**, which provided the ascetic aesthetic framework for his directorial career.

Through collaborations with his brother Leonard Schrader and director Martin Scorsese, Schrader established the "**God’s Lonely Man**" archetype—the troubled, isolated figure unable to escape existential or social guilt. In his own direction, particularly the recent trilogy, Schrader has utilized the formal restraint of the transcendental style to broaden his focus from personal neurosis to corporate sin, framing his protagonists as carriers of systemic, societal depravity. Ultimately, the recurring motif of the **imprisoned man** awaiting the visitation of **grace** confirms that Schrader’s filmography is a continuous, deeply personal inquiry into the most demanding theological paradoxes of his youth: the inescapable weight of **Total Depravity** set against the mystery and sovereignty of **Unconditional Election**.


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Tuesday, May 7, 2024

Paul Schrader's "Hardcore (1979)" - Full Cast & Crew - IMDb ( partially filmed in Grand Rapids where he grew up




This movie is now on Tubi for free if you have not seen it. Definitely not for children 🚫. I personally didn't enjoy it very much other than seeing the Grand Rapids scenes and putting the historical pieces together,  because it is a film by Paul Schrader who comes from my Calvin , Christian Reformed , Dutch Grand Rapids tradition . 

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0079271/fullcredits/?mode=desktop&ref_=m_ft_dsk 

Ironically I grew up in GR (Grand Rapids, MI)  but our family moved to Bellflower when I was in high school. Paul Schrader begins his movie "Hardcore" in GR ..and the kids are headed to a young calvinist convention (something the Christian Reformed Church used to do, maybe still do, for adolescents of the CRC)  with a big sign on a bus that says Bellflower on it. But before I recap the movie for those of you who haven't seen it (by the way, it's available on Tubi for free now, finally).

 

 I guess I didn't see it because I hadn’t made a point of it, and it hasn't been free until now. I’m not a “fan boy” of Paul Schrader just because of our similar backgrounds. If he creates good material I will applaud it. Otherwise, not.  But when it popped up as a “new free movie” on Tubi I took the time to critically view it. You can also view the opening scenes on YouTube at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K3x46EkgGfc or https://rb.gy/29yjho

 

 So this film was released in 1979 when I was 12 years old, and of course when I was a kid in the 70's in Grand Rapids it would not have been a movie my parents would have approved of, even if it was a Paul Schrader movie- or maybe especially because it was a Schrader movie. He was considered a rebel back then by the CRC- and may still be in some parts. My parents never mentioned him, either intentionally or because he simply wasn't in their sphere.

 

I only knew of him because of little things I heard or read here & there- maybe at my Christian school (GRCH) or later at Calvin College.  I haven’t gone back to research this aspect of Paul Schrader’s life, but as best as I can recall there was some sort of controversy about Schrader when he was on the Chimes staff, and something about  the college chaplain, and something about the code of counseling confidentiality etc etc, … ; and something happened that  I won’t speculate any further .. some say he got kicked out of Calvin; others say he graduated. Numerous stories abound and maybe we will never know for sure. Schrader himself may have started some of the rumors to add to his “rebel image”. At this point, it doesn’t really matter. 

 

Even when our family moved from GR to Bellflower when I was in high school I didn't know anything specific about the movie Hardcore or any of his other movies. I don't even remember when I saw Taxi Driver, the movie he is best known for (probably, as he himself says; but some make an argument for “American Gigolo”) . Here’s one quote I come across re Taxi Driver: In 1973, only five years out of Calvin College, Schrader wrote a near-perfect first screenplay, including revision, in ten days while living in his car following the demise of his first marriage, drinking heavily and attracted to pornography, guns, and suicide. No surprise, then, that Taxi Driver (1974) is not a cheerful work, displaying at length the badly tangled psyche of marine-vet Travis Bickle (De Niro), a New York cabbie who drives the night shift because he can't sleep anyway. https://www.booksandculture.com/articles/1999/julaug/9b4020.html

 

And of course I had never seen him in person nor even a picture of him. I mention this because much later in life when I was a young adult working in Los Angeles & exploring different parts, I started going to the UCLA Hammer Museum on a periodic basis (by the way, I also worked for a short time at UCLA as a chaplain in the medical center, and completed CPE there (Clinical Pastoral Education). Even though the museum is far too lefty for my taste, I would go there as a Christian evangelist and try to reach people with the good news of Jesus Christ our Savior- if nothing else- leaving little Bible tracts underneath windshield wipers. My code of honor as an evangelist is that if a person rejects the gospel I can at least try to be influence or inspire them to be a good citizen. 

 

And one day I noticed the Hammer Museum calendar saying that Paul Schrader was going to be there in person- so I made sure to mark the date to attend the free event. Of course, Schrader attended the UCLA for cinematography (or whatever they call it now)- and for this event he was showing a film and having a conversation with a museum person (& I think he was donating some of his "historic" materials to the UCLA archive). So I arrived a little early and entered the lobby of the Hammer Museum, and there was an elderly chap sitting alone on a bench waiting for the event to begin and I just passed him by to find a seat in the auditorium. What I didn't know until the show started was that it was Paul Schrader himself sitting there.

 

 I wished I had known what he looked like so I could have said hello and mention to him our similar pathways- ie we both grew up in GR, both attended GRCH & Calvin, both grew up in the CRC, etc. He originally intended to go into Christian ministry, while I actually did so; but also dabbled in show business myself (more about that later).  It would have been a fun conversation.

Also, by the way, his late brother Len was involved in Hollywood film making, mainly as a writer- best known for his film entitled "Kiss of the Spiderwoman" - another film which I did not see until late in life- and for that matter- I didn't find it very compelling- and never actually finished watching it. It had a lefty agenda which I don't necessarily agree with- or find very entertaining either. But it did win an Oscar, for what it's worth.

 

It stars the late William Hurt- and I noticed that Paul is currently married to Mary Beth Hurt- who as best as I can tell was originally married to William Hurt- but it ended in divorce (I think). Another connection to the Schraders is that Len attended the University of Iowa writing program in Iowa City (coincidentally,  I was born at the University of Iowa Medical Center when my dad was working his first full-time job as a CRC pastor- and my parents had interacted with Len on a few occasions). 

 

 Anyways, I attended the Hammer Museum event -watched his film about "Mishima" - listened to the interview- nothing particular memorable about any of it. Never got a chance to talk to him. With all of this as a prelude, let's get back to the Hardcore movie- as mentioned it begins in GR with kids sledding on a hill - like I did when I was a child - I think they show "Richmond Park" for the sledding scene (where I never went sledding- we would usually go to Brookside or Tower Park on the SE side).

 

 They also show at least one Christian Reformed Church in the opening scene- I think it is Leonard Street CRC. This is the west side of GR- opposite of where I grew up. I would rarely come over this way on my own or even with my family - except for a few times when we might go to John Ball Zoo. I remember playing against "Westside" school in basketball when I was playing for Millbrook on the southeast side (I remember Bill Sall was their best player. Now he’s the Calvin Coach. Small world). That's about it. Anyways, the point is that Paul Schrader was a “west sider.” 

 

Later in life I've explored the west side of GR a bit more, but we never attended the Christian Reformed churches on that side of town (our family attended 1st CRC, also known as Bates Street). Of course we had west side kids in our class at GRCH- all the Christian junior high students (from Ada, Millbrook, Sylvan, East Paris, Westside, Creston, etc ) eventually meet at the one main high school (some of these junior highs no longer exist, including mine).

 

The opening scene also apparently shows Paul's dad shoveling snow and Paul's actual house (lots of actual real snow- makes me wonder if they filmed this after the famous blizzard of ’78? I was living there at the time and remember it well. And it fits with the timing of the release a year later).

 There's also a scene at a factory, and also at a home that says in fading paint “Van Dorn’s Celery”-  (apparently, celery farming was a thing in west Michigan for some time. See https://www.thehenryford.org/explore/blog/celery-in-western-michigan )  where they show some of the elderly folk talking about Reformed theology- all familiar topics to me

 

 Later, there's even a scene where the main character - the father in search of his daughter in Los Angeles (played by George C. Scott) has a conversation with a young lady about "TULIP" - the reformed acronym for Total Depravity, Unconditional Election, Limited Atonement, Irresistable Grace, & Perseverance of the Saints - to which the female character responds "Wow, you're more messed up than me", or something like that. 

 

 Why is the father searching for his daughter? Because somewhere after reaching Los Angeles, the daughter disappeared. And nobody knows what happened. So after hiring a private investigator who is only partially successful or honest with the father, the father decides to go to L.A. on his own to find his beloved daughter. 

 

 

And here is where I need to mention some particulars about the movie that are misleading. Of course the bus says they are going to a convention in Bellflower which is indeed in Los Angeles county- but Bellflower is one of MANY suburbs & incorporated cities (88 in total) of L.A. county -and it is not necessarily in a "seedy" area as depicted in the movie.

 

From Bellflower to downtown is 18 miles.  If a young person was going to L.A. to be LED ASTRAY (no pun intended, but it works well ie LA= Led Astray), Bellflower would not necessarily be the place to go. Bellflower was originally mostly Dutch farmers- in fact my dad, as the son of a CRC pastor,  partially grew up there in the 1930's before moving to Holland Michigan. He has photo album pics of wide open fields- dirt roads, lots of open space etc. Of course by the 70's it had become much more established,  but still then and today is not near Hollywood nor the lefty craziness you might think (of) (sorry to end with a preposition). In the 70’s and even still today it is a relatively mundane community - not a lot of exciting night life or theatres, etc. 

 

For entertainment, people might go to Cerritos Mall; or venture all the way downtown or to Hollywood for special shows etc. Belfllower is surrounded by other suburbs such as Lakewood, Long Beach, Norwalk, Downey, Paramount, and the list goes on.  For sports, there’s Angels Stadium in Anaheim, and Dodger Stadium near downtown, and all the other sports teams, but none are near Bellflower. Perhaps Bellflower’s biggest claim to fame today is the football team at Bosco Catholic High School. They are a regular top seed in the entire nation for high school football, and high prospects will travel or move to the area to attend Bosco- with high hopes of a college career and maybe even the NFL. 

 

Originally, however,  Bellflower (originally called Somerset) was a stronghold for the CRC- including Valley Christian Schools- associated with the CRC- which my grandfather (also a CRC pastor) co-founded back in the 30's. So the Bellflower sign on the bus is misleading. If this CRC father's daughter went to Bellflower- to get "led astray" into pornography she would have had to travel on her own or be picked up by somebody - to the other side of L.A. (county, not city)  - most likely San Fernando Valley (about 40 miles from Bellflower) - which is known to be more of a pornography -producing area. I am now imagining the snarky hyper-sexual punk out there reading this sarcastically saying suggestively, “How does he know it’s a porno area?

 

And the answer is: I study and read, and learn. Not from personal involvement in it. I also worked as a substitute teacher for the LAUSD for many years while going thru seminary and so I got to know the area from working at the many LAUSD schools in the area, and you learn as you go. San Fernando valley (not to be confused with the City of San Fernando in SF Valley) is comprised of many cities, from Glendale out to Thousand Oaks, and everything in between. Of course, there’s also Burbank, Tarzana, Studio City, North Hollywood, etc

 

There’s also the mainstream film industry in this area, including Warner Bros, Disney, as well as numerous other smaller film production companies. When I was still in seminary I bought a used station wagon a few decades ago- a beautiful Mercury Colony Park- & it just happened to be from a fellow who was a film producer living in Studio City and had used it to transport “suits” (ie film studio executives around the lot).

 

To put all of this into context: Grand Rapids to Holland MI (or Grand Haven if you prefer) (a drive I took millions of times to “grandpa’s cottage” growing up in West Michigan) is about 30 to 35 miles, closer than Bellflower is to San Fernando. Basically, “the valley” is the other side of “the hill” – which Mulholland Highway traverses from the Bel Air area towards the Hollywood Bowl area ( I recently drove it with my elderly parents & my sister who was visiting from Michigan- showing them the sights.

Anyways, this leads me to another point: After my family moved to Bellflower, I still went back and forth to Grand Rapids as I attended Calvin College, and two of my siblings remained in West Michigan. And my grandfather on my mother's side still resided in GR - and ran a profitable butter business.

 

 Anybody who knows a little bit of Dutch American and CRC history can easily figure out who I am from all the clues I’ve given.  And people who knew our family -and made the association of us with my successful businessman grandfather (& his "mansion" in East Grand Rapids) -- assumed when we moved to southern Cal we were moving to a place like Beverly Hills - like a mansion or something. Because they also knew my dad was moving back to California to work for a successful televangelist Christian ministry- which evoked images of financial well-being, in the minds of some people.

 

However, Bellflower is NOT Beverly Hills. It's not a "bad neighborhood" necessarily but it's just basic middle-class houses - some areas nicer and more spacious than other- but some parts very close together- including lots of apartments. Our family moved to a nice 2-story home: 4 bedrooms, 2 baths, big backyard, near a park, etc - also in an equestrian area- where some people had horses- and they would ride them on the nearby riverbed and on the streets as well. But it was NOT a fancy area that you might see in Sunset Magazine etc. 

 

I say this because over time- we would have CRC friends visit from west Michigan (some of them “Eagle Knights” -ie who attended GRCH & Calvin like myself)  and often they would come with certain pre-conceptions as mentioned only to find out we lived in an "ordinary" middle class neighborhood. Some with less class would return to Michigan and tell snarky stories about where we live as if we ever pretended to be rich Beverly Hills people. WE never did. And still don’t to this day (although I don't live in Bellflower anymore, my parents still do in the same house).

 

We are not and never were a “flashy” family, nor was my wealthy Grand Rapids grandfather (apart from the mansion, of course). My wealthy grandfather drove station wagons his whole life, and kept his Lake Michigan cottage fairly primitive. Even today the driveway remains unpaved. His son who took over the business is more of a flashy type- in terms of cars and boats. But those of us who moved to Bellflower were never the flashy types.

There were also a few “friends” who assumed I was going to be in the movie business myself because of the images and associations they had in their minds of me and my family (as mentioned my dad also worked for a televised ministry that periodically interviewed famous guests as part of the church service; including the occasional Hollywood celebrity who had at least a little bit of Christian conviction). And some thought I had “Hollywood looks” whatever that means. But I never had any dreams or ambitions of becoming a so-called “movie star”. 

 

One of these people I knew from Calvin showed up by surprise one day when I was still in Bellflower and she was shocked that it was nowhere near Hollywood and the film industry. And disappointed for that matter. She mistakenly thought I was part of that crowd. Sorry Audrey (& Eric). I never said I was, nor pretended to be (but that’s another story for another time). Later, I did become a little involved in show business – but mostly for the sake of my Christian ministry- and trying to reach people in those circles with the good news of Jesus Christ (yes, I am an evangelical!)

 

CRC kids & families all over USA know about other CRC communities all over the USA from missionaries who visit their parish, & from reading The Banner, and for those who go on to Calvin, they meet fellow CRC kids (young adults). However, unless you're a rare bird, like me (or one of those CRC pastors who bounced around, or a family member of such a pastor) you probably don't personally know much of anything about that other CRC community.

 

 I’m such a rare CRC bird that over time I searched out all the CRC locations in California – attending a few- but mostly just taking pictures of them for a blog. Later, I did the same in the Chicago area- primarily for the purpose of getting to know the physical locations of these Christian Reformed neighborhoods. Even as late as 2023 I’m still doing this- most recently around the greater Grand Rapids area- wow -so many CRC’s and RCA’s and even Protestant Reformed Churches- it’s mind boggling. I sometimes ponder how much more we could do as the Body of Christ if we could find a way to unite!

 

As best as I can tell, the only reason Paul Schrader used Bellflower as a prop on the bus was apparently because he knew of it as a Christian Reformed stronghold. I wonder if he has actually ever been to Bellflower? And as far as I know they never filmed any of the California scenes actually in Bellflower, nor even in L.A. County. From what I hear, many, if not all, of the risque CA scenes are actually filmed in San Diego County.   

 

Saturday, March 30, 2024

"I Trust My Soul to Grace: Paul Schrader’s Religious Imagination - "Image Journal

"'The Card Counter' Director Paul Schrader Is Already Writing His Final Exit "

"First Reformed’s ending: Paul Schrader explains why it’s “designed to be ambiguous.”

"For Paul Schrader, It All Started on Pauline Kael’s Sofa |" The New Yorker

"FLASHBACK: “First Reformed”‘s Paul Schrader Looks Back, Back in Mid-Career "| Newcity Film

"Paul Schrader: Are you talkin' to me? " The Independent | The Independent

Q&A "I am Paul Schrader, writer of Taxi Driver, writer/director of American Gigolo and director of The Canyons. AMA! : r/IAmA

"Writer/Director Paul Schrader | Screenwriting from Iowa

Paul Schrader - Wikipedia

Thursday, November 28, 2019

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#HappyThanksgiving
Praise & Thanks to God:
Father- Son- Spirit
#ThanksgivingDay2019
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Saturday, February 23, 2019

(Schraders ex-Wife more awarded than him) CALVIN ALUM AWARDED 2/19 "Art Directors Guild Honors Eight Luminaries. "

"Jeannine Oppewall
Life Achievement Award
Oppewall has received four Academy Award nominations — for "L.A. Confidential," "Pleasantville," "Seabiscuit" and "The Good Shepherd" — and has designed more than 40 films, including such diverse projects as "Wonder Boys," "Rules Don't Apply," "Snow Falling on Cedars," "Catch Me if You Can" and "Bridges of Madison County." Her first film was Paul Schrader's "Blue Collar." "Tender Mercies" was her earliest movie as production designer. She began her career working for the design team of Charles and Ray Eames, best-known for their iconic furniture."


https://variety.com/2019/artisans/awards/rob-marshall-adg-awards-art-directors-guild-honors-eight-luminaries-1203125302/amp/

Friday, February 22, 2019

"Paul Schrader returns to Reformed roots "– Calvin College Chimes

correction: PAUL SCHRADER IS NOT the 1st OSCAR NOMINEE from Calvin College. U won't believe who is!

his ex-Wife is ! Jeannine Oppewall. Small world.

correction: PAUL SCHRADER IS NOT the 1st OSCAR NOMINEE from Calvin College, his ex-Wife is ! Small world..but I don't think she's from GR. 


"Schrader is the first Calvin College alum to receive a nomination for screenwriting, but he is the second to be nominated for an Oscar; production designer Jeannine Oppewall, who graduated from Calvin around the same time as Schrader, has been nominated four separate times for Best Art Direction.."

https://calvinchimes.org/2019/01/30/calvin-college-alum-nominated-for-oscar/


Friday, February 15, 2019

Tweet from Dana Delany (@DanaDelany)

Dana Delany (@DanaDelany) tweeted at 0:57 PM on Wed, Feb 13, 2019:


Finally watched First Reformed. So so happy Paul Schrader is back. His fervent messy longing combined with intellectual & visual structure create a world that shifts with a breath. God, I missed his movies.
(https://twitter.com/DanaDelany/status/1095789136945078272?s=03)

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GRCH GRAD & Calvin ex & GR native

Mark Olsen (@IndieFocus) tweeted at 5:18 PM on Tue, Jan 22, 2019:


"This is a very difficult conversation because I have never really respected the Academy for their choices. On the other hand, I'm enormously gratified that they have selected me." Paul Schrader on his first-ever Oscar nomination for FIRST REFORMED https://t.co/mKVm1eopIc https://t.co/lIernM86M1
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Friday, February 8, 2019

Is the CRC & Calvin College obsessed with noitabrutsam (read backwards)

Is the CRC & Calvin College obsessed with noitabrutsam (read backwards)... seems to be an old school obsession and the ffo-krej tag is used as a witch Hunt to marginalize some ...even when the shoe doesn't fit .. possibly Paul Schrader experienced this which left him disillusioned forever (not that he's a saint). .. basically if u stay really close to home u get kudos but if you wander away from the plantation u might forced to wear a yellow star .  ...I know that after I left GR,  my GR friends went highbrow on me & won't talk to me anymore...if u leave ur out 4ever ...

Monday, February 4, 2019

PAUL SCHRADER COULD BE THE FIRST OSCAR WINNER FROM CALVIN COLLEGE ! (& Christian High, & Grand Rapids?)



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